Friday, July 03, 2009

a colored page finally...

June22 - After a year of struggle, 6 months of days that gets darker by the hour; watching my world fall apart and taking comfort in nothingness as daily episodes of life passes me by; i was thrown a life line. This small glimmer of hope radiates light - cutting through that darkness which i've learned to accept. I was attracted, drawn to that light. This could be it! I want nothing, but to get out of this darkness...

What tweet may be, it was to be today! Dinner perhaps? I couldn't find a better disguise. And so it is, she obliged. She chatters away at dinner, while my mind races between topics, to keep the conversation forever. I was not myself, but that was least of my worries. What mattered was that she was there.

What seem to me to be only minutes passing me by, it was but already 1 night. A beginning to one chapter, and a close to the other. I want this chapter to last, with colored pages on every page i open to - where i look forward everyday to the next page...

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