Mengejar hadir-Mu dalam hidupku...

Yeah, my first post for this year! To find time to actually post this, itself is a miracle. Time sure crawls by real fast, been 4mths+ since my last post.

This year has been a superb one for me, well although it did not really got off with a bang(did some really crazy stuff during NewYear's eve…argh) but things are beginning to change for me. A resolution i made to turn back to HIM after years of Godless living, which never fails to end in frustration and sense of aimless-ness. Talking about living in the dark ages; that i chose, shunning that glimmer of light which flickers so ever faintly but surely. With frustration mounting, and my search for worldly solace failing; my world was about to fall apart and so it did, crumble before my very eyes. I wanted to scream out, ‘Where art thou when I need you most?’, but knew the fault was mine. Hence, my resolution to reach for that light…

Not once have I regretted this decision. It felt like homecoming, being embraced and forgiven of my past doings. Never have I felt Him so prevalent in my life. I will never again trade this relationship for anything this world may offer. Tis my prayer; His ways and not mine, His will and not mine.

Just to share some awesome OA pictures. My very first mission trip, and surely not my last.


A painted house? Well, that is where we stayed at Hulu Ruai.


River water inspection. Quite brown la the water, How to bath lah?!haha... (actually water is quite clean)


Faces that will steal your heart ;)


In search of a bathing spot. Here still too shallow lah.


Merman? hrmmm... ;)


Hulu Ruai, the people... forget i will not.